Thursday, October 4, 2012

A post about my 3 Babies

Pierce since you are my first born I will write about you. I adore you little boy. You are so funny and witty and can carry on a conversation for hours. THe other night when we were laying in bed getting ready to go to sleep you start talking about Jesus. Heres how it went P: Mommy when I'm mean to Hayden does Jesus come out of my belly M: Pierce no buddy Jesus is in your heart and we won't come out when your mean he stays forever. P: Mommy can I take Monkey to heaven with me? M: Well sure buddy you can I bet Jesus would let you P: Good so monkey is going to get Jesus in HIS belly M: Sure something like that. P: Mommy I'm afraid to go to Heaven. M: Why? P: Because I"m afraid Jesus will lock me in a room like you do up in Heaven all by myself M: Pierce I think its late its hard to understand we will talk again tomorrow ok? P: Ok MOmmy I love Jesus thouhg. This is only a snippet of our convo but it was so sweet. YOU are very curious about Jesus right now and that makes my heart shine. I want you to love Jesus so badly and I know with the right guidance and with Gods calling you will be on fire for HIm. WE are dealing with some seperation anxiety and I"m hoping to get this under control very soon! Hayden you are just a handful. YOu are struggling with communication right now and get very frustrated and will have mean outbursts. But the next second you are the sweetest little boy. THe other day when was sitting on the floor you just snuggled in my lap for as long asI would hold you. I Love these quite times with you. You are a funny little guy who loves to make people lagh and make people crazy. I love you so much Hayden. You lov your sister although I catch you hitting her on occasion so we are working on this. I also realize you are still a baby in reality your my baby I love you son. You are a light in my life. Kylee Bell oh how I just adore you more than anything. You are so sweet happy funny cute and love to jibber jabber. I can't believ you are almost 3 months old. I want time to slow down . I want to enjoy these precios few months with you before you are all grown up I feel like. I just love you so much and you are like a little slice of heaven here on earth. YOu are worth everything I have endured to have you in my life. THere is just something so special about a mother daughter relationship and I would not change anything about you. I am just over the moon for you :) Kylee you are the best sleep of all my babies 7:30 to 7:30 every night. You did have your first ear infection we wound up in the hospital to rule out any other infections. It was quite scary for mama but I am so happy to have my happy joyful girl back. I just know you will be my little princess forever and ever and I am so thankful. Thank you JEsus for these gifts I am blessed beyond measure. I just can't say enough thank you thank you thank you.

Saturday, September 1, 2012

Kylee Bell and Pmans funny sayings

Kylee Bell you are one of the most wonderful gifts that I have been given. I just adore you to pieces and you are the best baby in the whole wide world. You are far better than your brothers ever were. You make me smile when I just think how lucky I am that I have you. You look an awful lot like your brother Hayden. So we think you will take after him. Not sure. You sure are a beauty and great sleeper and I know one day will be my best friend. I adore you little girl. Pman jus tsaid the funniest thing. Hayden tooted in the tub and it was very loud and deep as Pman is walking out he suddenly asks... "mommy!! Is there a hungry lion in there" LOL I about died laughing and of course told him no son your brother tooted. SOOOOO funny. I wanted to remember this. I love you boys!

Saturday, July 28, 2012

The rest of the Story

So I go to the hospital with Amy and my mom. They hook me up to see what it looks liek and I am having regular contractions. They check me and I am 3 cm. They aren't sure what to do with me because my labor usually progresses so quickly. They ask me to walk and do squats for 2 hours so off Amy and I go. My mom leaves b/c she has a wedding to go to that evening and she is sure that I am not going to have this baby anyways. So we walk and we squat over and over. I am so sore and it does feel like the contractions are becoming more intense. I call Kyle and he thinks I'm still crazy and I'll be going home soon. I go and check back in and when they check me I am almost a 5!!! Yea. So i was actually in labor. They go ahead and admit me and hook me up to IV's with fluid and get ready to send me upstairs to labor and delivery. I called my parents to tell them and I was so thankful I didn't have to do the walk of shame that comes with false labor. I call Kyle and he came up to the hospital. They bring me upstairs and even though my contractions aren't very painful I didn't want to wait until they got painful and I asked for the epidural immediatly. They go ahead and give me the epidural I actually screamed when he did it the first time because he didn't wait until the site was numb. i asked him why he didn't wait and the nurse piped up and said that its a competition they try to see who can do it the fastest. It made me so mad b/c it hurt so bad and made me bleed quite a lot. Well when he redid it it didn't hurt and I was so glad that I wasn't paralized after the bad time the first time. So epidural in and I get some pepcid b/c of course my heart burn is horrible. I'm hooked up to everything by 7:00. My mom calls and I say to stay and have fun they still hadn't broken my waters or started pitocin. I finally ask them to break my water and they do everything looked good. The Dr. made a comment that he wished all babies looked as good on the monitors as Kylee did :-). That made me happy. Well progress was pretty slow from there even though contractions were regular 2-3 min apart on my own. They go ahead and give me some pitocin to see if it would make my contractions more effective I think that was close to 9:30 pm. I kept hoping I would have the baby any minute. Than my sweet girl started having decels in her heart rate. They said its sort of like her not being able to catch a breath. This goes on for hours so they have me switch positions get on oxygen mask sit up straight. Everythign to get me dialated. Come 12:15am I'm checked and I'm only an 8. I told our parents to go home becasue it would be a while longer. Suddenly the Dr comes rushing in. I guess her heart rate was really going pretty low at this point and my contractions were coming really fast at like a minute apart. They turned off the pitocin completly and the Dr put his hand in me to tickle her head. He said it mad eher happy and helped bring her heart rate back up. At this point we ask all the moms to leave the room so its just the Dr.s nurses and Daddy. They leave it was very stressful nurses in and out Dr. telling orders. They were considering stopping my contractions all together. If they had I assume they would have done a c-section!! Ahh my worst nightmare. So as he's in there with his hand he says he can feel me dialate to a 10 and I am complete! He says hold off on stopping contractions and ask me to do a test push. I do and he immediatly yells at me to stop an dlet him get his gear on. He gets all ready and I literally push during one contraction and my sweet girl is born at 12:31 am. The cord was wrapped around your neck twice which is why you were having problems. But thank you Jesus you came out ok and you are here with us today perfectly healthy. You are the most precious gift I have been given as well as your brothers. You are the best baby I have had by far and you rarely cry. You already sleep 6-7 hours straight at night and I coudln't be happier. I adore you so much little girl and I am so thankful God chose me to be your mom. You are wonderful and more of a blessing to me and your family than you could imagine. Your brothers adore you and fight over you constantly. They both give you about a hundred hugs and kisses a day this is not an exageration. I wonder if thye will always adore you so much. I sure hope so. Once you start smiling and laughing it will be a clown show for sure and constantly becasue the boys love to make ppl laugh. Well I am so thankful for my family and for my children we are blessed parents! Now its on to Haydens 2nd birthday!

Thursday, July 12, 2012

4th of July and the Birth of Baby Kylee Bell

Oh what a week it has been. We celebrated the 4th of July by going to my parents and mowing. We were working on getting baby Kylee out so we figured going over there and mowing would do the trick. I mowed Daddy did all the trimming and the boys swam with Mimi. Around 12:00 we left and went home to put Hayden down for a nap and Pierce got to stay and hang out with Mimi and Poppy longer and get some good one on one time. After nap we picked him up headed to the grocery got dinner and went home to do fireworks. Hayden was scared to death of them so after we went to bed Pierce and Mommy and Daddy got to do fireworks together and you my Pierce loved them. You were so cute and excited. you stayed up way past your bed time and we paid for it the next day but it was worth it to see the joy on your face! On the 5th before Daddy went to work we decided to redue tons of stuff around the house again hoping this would bring baby Kylee. We installed a new window unit air conditioner in our room because it is sooo hot here and to expensive to keep the house comfortable enough for Mommy and Daddy. So we did this first. After that we drained the hot tub and moved it off of the porch to the side of the house. I actually helped Daddy lift it and instantly got a long painful contraction. This might have been the very start of labor. I than proceded to bleach and scrub the lounge chair cushions. Lady had messed them up by laying on them so I cleaned them and moved them to the other side of the pool fence so now the humans can enjoy them and not the dog. And last but not least we hung a fan in the kitchen it is glorious. It gets soooo hot in there with cooking and sunshine and now it is bearable. All this made me so happy to get it done. I super exhausted after. That night for a few hours I had contractions every 5 min or so but finally after falling asleep they went away. I considered going into the hospital but Kyle convinced me to wait it out so we did :-). The next day Daddy went to work bright and early and I got up with you boys and we decided to go for a walk. We walked around the block which is a huge feat for me because Im huge and prego and was pushing both you boys in the stroller. We than came home and went in the pool. Grandma Fuller came over and swam with us. It was a really nice morning. I really enjoyed spending this one last morning with just the three of us. Both of you boys are little fish and we swim multiple times a day it is so nice to be in the water and to see how much fun you two have. Around 10:00 the contractions started again and they were every 5-6 min. I called my mom and told her and we made the plan to go up to the hospital. So I layed Hayden down for a nap gave him lots of hugs and kisses and tried to explain to him what was happening.

Friday, June 15, 2012

35 weeks and 6 days!

Baby Kylee you have been in my belly for 35 weeks and 6 days. I went to the Dr. and they said I am .5 cm dialated and 50% effaced. I am so ready to have you here with me. I feel like junk most days but I'm trying to keep a happy face on. I really just want to meet you and I can't wait. The boys are super excited also... atleast big brother Pierce is :-). Hopefully you will be here in Gods perfect timing. Well we love you arleady Kylee Bell! Can't wait to meet you! :-)

Saturday, June 9, 2012

22 months 3 years and 5 months!

This last month has been a month for lots of new milestones and changes. Boys both of you are growing up way to fast and you both need to slow down. I love soaking in every moment that I have with you boys and I am so thankful that I get the privalige of being a stay at home mom. Pierce you are just getting so big and talking up a storm. You are so independent and I just know that when your older you will be my child that moves far away and I will miss you terribly. I tell daddy this and he laughs and says well Ill just have to get him into fishing so that he never wants to leave us. I hope this is true. I don't want you to leave. You went with Poppy Bell to his parents house in Bradenton for the weekend. You left on Friday and you come back on Sunday. You have had a wonderful time and have not talked about coming home at all. i think if you could you would stay there forever. I know you LOVE the one on one attention you are recieving and all the fun you are having. I think brother has missed you but he has also enjoyed having mommy and daddy to himself. I miss you so much but I know its so good for you to have this attention. You say the funniest things all the time. You talk up a storm. Sometimes I would just like some silence but in all honesty you keep me laughing and on my toes. you were diagnosed with Asthma this month. We are treating you now and you are sooooo much better. No more coughing constantly and its such a relief. I think you feel so much better also and you can finally breath. Praise God we have a diagnosis and you are getting better. I love you little boy. Hayden you are just a silly little boy. You had some big changes also. You climbed out of your crib the other night and so I converted your crib to a toddler bed. You weren't thrilled but the first night you slept 12 straight hours. Praise God. I just want you to be safe. i couldn't bear to think you might crawl out of yoru crib again and fall and really get seriously injured. So I'm thankful I was able to make you ab ed that is safe. Both of you boys love to play in baby Kylee's room. It is so funny ya'll love her swing, crib, chair and carseat. I have to lock you boys out or you both sneak in there and play and pretend to be babies. Hayden you talk up a storm also and I am so proud of you. Boys I adore you both and I am so thankful to have you. I love you Pierce and Hayden. Baby sister will be here b/f we know it :-) Love your mama!

Sunday, May 13, 2012

21 Months and 3 years and 4 months. Plus Mothers Day!

Boys you are both growing like weeds. Many things change daily. Pierce you are just a little spit fire. You keep me on my toes you ask questions constantly and you are learning daily. I am so thankful for you my big darling. You tell me often that I am "handsome" and "beautiful" and you told me the other day I was YOUR "darling". You definatly know how to melt my heart. You also know how to make me crazy but such is life. You are a joy an dI am so thankful for you. Oh my blue eyed little darling Hayden. I love you so much as well. You are such a sweet happy boy 99 percent of the time and I dread the day you really get sassy and talk back and say ugly things. It will break my heart but I am so thankful for this sweet time I have with you. One of my favorite times with you is in the morning when I get your bottle change your diaper and we snuggle in bed while you drink your milk. We do this almost every single morning and I love it. I love that you let me hold you and cuddle you. You are so sweet. You sing constantly and I adore it. You love your mama and I love you. You also adore your brother. You both gave eachother the hugest kiss goodnight tonight. It is adorable!! I think you both will be so excited with baby sister Kylee comes. I'm getting very excited for her arrival b/c I am so darn uncomfortable this pregnancy but I know the end is in sight. I am so excited to be done growing our family and now ready to move on to the next stage of our lives. You boys helped me have the best mothers day you are such a joy to be around and I am one blessed mama. Thank you boys for loving me unconditionally thank you for putting up when I'm not a good mom but I try my best. I adore you both. I love you Pierce, Hayden and baby Kylee! :-)