Life....: February 2008

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Matthew 7:7-8

Last night was pretty uneventful. I stayed at my parents last night and just hung out with them. I talked to my husband this morning and as far as i know he had a good night. He only recived one call at 5 am. So thats not to bad he almost got a full nights sleep. That does make me happy!

Well this morning I woke up with a pretty bad toothache. It was right next to the tooth that had been extracted on my bottom right. I was really concerned because you never know if you have an infection or what could be wrong. I called the surgeon and i went in today and they basically told me that either my tooth had shifted or that I had possibly been grinding my teeth. It was a sigh of relief that nothing was wrong and everything went ok.

I read my daily reading today. I read the January 8 passages. I have decided that every day I will find something that I think is important and meaningful that I have read and write a short note about it.

Matthew 7:7-8 - " Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you. 8. For everyone who asks, receives. Everyone who seeks, finds. And to everyone who knocks, the door will be opened.

This passage really struck me as very important. I need to remember to pray constantly to my Lord and asking him for the things and desires of my heart. The important things right now to me are that my husband becomes the Godly leader in our relationsip. I long for this so much I long for the time that one day my husband will sit with me and have a meaningful Bible study and when he will want to pray outloud with me and for me. This is so important to me and I long for this and I know that God Longs for this as well. I will not stop asking or seeking Gods will in our marriage and our lives. I will continue to pray for my husbands Chrisitan walk that he will grow to love our Lord and Savior more and more everyday. That he will long to put our Lord and Savior first in our lives. I was so badly for these things especially for when we have children. It is so important for our children to grow up in a Godly UNITED home and I know that GOd will provide this. I have Faith that my husband will become the Godly husband that God desires for every one of His daughters in Christ. SO this is my prayer and I will not cease I will continue to pray and seek Gods loving forgiving kidness.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Deep Thoughts

So I talked to my mom today and she told me about one of her friends from her Bible study who has liver cancer. This lady has been getting chemo and they just found out that the cancer has spread all throughout her liver and they can't do anything else about it. Basically she has 1 day to a few weeks to live. This has me thinking. WOW! LIfe if soooo short you never know when your last breath will be. ANd for my mom's friend she does know that this last breath will be very soon. It hurts my heart to think about the possiblity that one day i may lose my husband or someone in my family or a close friend but even more to think wow we may be in a similar predicament and know that we have only a few more weeks to live. What does this mean to me if this were to happen. It makes me want to live every day a little better, to Love and Cherish and Worship my Lord and Savior more and more. This just is an eye opener as with any death that i have faced in my close circle. You never know when death will come to you, you have to love, cherish, be thankful and honor your life the way you shoudl as if death could come to you tomorrow. Kyle always tells me to be careful driving to work and he knows soo well how easily life can end. Him being a firefighter/EMT he is faced with death every day. I want to live my life as if its my last day with all the love and happiness in the world and this is only because I know that when that fatefull day comes and I do die that i will be meeting my Lord and Savior in the sky. I want Him to be proud of me and to know that I loved him more than anything on this earth and that I cherished every second I was given to be with my husband, family and friends. I do hope the LOrd God comes and takes his believers back before anyone else close to me can die but more than likely this will not happen so I must start today living my life as if its my last and loving the Lord and my family with all my heart. I love you my Kyle FUller I am so blessed that you are my husband and I am so honored that I get to live the rest of my life with you here by my side.

This last week! February 8-12

Well Friday February 8 I (Laurel) got all 4 wisdom teeth pulled. It is not something that I ever want to experience again. I was sooo scared going into it but I was also very thankful that Kyle could be there with me. My mom was also there as well at the beginning. Well I went into surgery and everything came out fine. I even got to keep my wisdom teeth which is the coolest part about it all. Kyle took care of me like and Angel. I am so blessed to have him in my life. He basically did everything that I needed from ice, to water, to pain pills to just loving on me and taking care of me. I am very blessed.

Saturday we went to his parent’s house. WE took Kramer with us. WE had a nice day of playing cards and just hanging out. Surprisingly I felt pretty good and was able to have a nice time. I was able to eat and enjoyed every single bite. I think I might have over done it though because that night I was pretty miserable. I was very sore and just grumpy in general. Poor Kyle he has to deal with me sometimes and I know I can be a pain. Well we went to bed and Kyle had to work the next day.

Sunday. Basically Kyle worked and I lay on the couch all day with Krami. It was nice to relax I got tons of laundry done but other than that uneventful. I couldn't go to church though just cause of the pain and discomfort I was pretty disappointed.

Monday. First day back at work after getting my wisdom teeth pulled. I was in pain just from having to talk so much. OH well I worked about half a day and than went home. When I got home I helped Kyle try to fix the boat and just hung out with him and listened to him talk about it. We than went and bought the part for the boat that he needed. After we got home I made chicken tacos. They were really good but unfortunately I couldn't eat very well and it took me a half hour to eat one taco! It was terrible. Kyle kept asking why I was sooo miserable but I couldn't help it because I was in so much pain and discomfort. OH well after dinner and cleaning up Kyle took the dog for a run. When he got home we went in the hot tub and just relaxed. It was really nice to be with my husband. After that we watched some TV and went to bed. While in bed I read a Bible study about praying. It is so important to pray together and I hope and pray that in the future we will do this more. I love him so much and I miss him when he is gone so when he is home it is such a special time.

Tuesday. Well today I am at work again. Kyle is working a double so I will not see him till Valentines Day. I set out his card and little treats this morning so that when he gets home he will see it and be surprised. I also am staying at my parent’s house for the next two nights just because it is too much driving home and not having anyone there. It’s supposed to be very stormy today and tonight and possibly tornados. Another reason I am glad to be going to their house. I know Kyle will probably have a crazy time at work. I sure hope he gets to have a good nights sleep and is able to relax. The other bad thing about him working is poor Krami has to be home alone for the next few nights. He will be fine though. He really is the best dog ever. I love that boy. Well I read January 7th daily reading today. I am trying to read through the entire Bible but I sometimes get behind. I am going to try to keep on going and hopefully I will be able to read it all. I love all the things that I learn when I read. I never really understand and got to read deeply into the Bible when I was younger but I am starting to really enjoy it now. I love the Bible I love my Lord and Savoir. I love my husband. Enough said! :-)